Tahun baru..azam baru...target baru..
Allahuakhbar... terima kasih Ya Allah masih pilih hambamu ini untuk terus hidup dalam nikmat Iman dan Islam...
KOBAR 2013.. baru berlalu..berbagai perasaan yang bercampur baur..sedih, malu, gembira..
Sedih..coz rasa x blh join fully pengisian KOBAR coz jadi ahli belakang TABIR KOBAR, tapi cuba jugak selit2kn diri dalam kesibukan mengurus program, gembira..coz setiap kali dok menyelit tu la..Allah nak tegur banyak..♥ -♡, sumenya memang terkena la..starting dengan pengisian ustz muhtad, Razali ma'arof dan pck Rosdi..
malu..coz rasa xlayak join the group's of qawwie..like pck Hasri n mck Ainini..huhu..syukur Allah masih memilih hambamu yang sentiasa terjatuh ini..
sume tu memang proses...
But sometimes, I'm always keep n ask to Allah, why me Allah?
My lord..You are always make me comfort, when the sadly, moody and else..
Why me Allah? Sometimes I'm forget you..and maybe I do something act that you will never REDHA to me..
Allahuakhbar...my heart always want me turn back to you, but my nafs always make me far from You...it's not fault nafs..but it is my fault, I can't disciplines my self to aware a time and responsibility..but Thankfully coz you still come to my heart and teach me to always Redha, Syukur, Yakin and Tawakal..
I'm always dream to be one of the Syahidah..but my faith still in a weak condition, from the pakcik Rosdi Baharom, he said.."now days , the young man always talk about the early marriage, always buzy about the wedding story and else..but no one of young man want to talk about early syahid.." fuhh..makan dalam...
by the way, Allah still give a chance to us..we can try to improve and update our faith, amal and tawakal to be one of the syahidah..
starting to update n progres to be your slave of Mardhotillah...T_T
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